Wednesday, July 4, 2007

death couldn't tear me from you

men without faces dragging me away from you as i screamed and reached out for you.

it was in that sepia black and white, and my hair was long and dark and i was wearing a long creme colored dress with a ruffle that came just above my ankles, like a dressing gown or a sun dress. the picture was gritty. you had been shot, were incapacitated and cornered in a room with wood floors and wooden walls. you were barely conscious, and men were closing around you and i knew they intended to hurt you. badly. i tore lose just long enough to almost reach you, but one of them hit me, hard, connecting with my ear, and i was knocked back away from you, but I tore back up, unphased, screaming and tearing across the floor on my hands and knees to reach you. the men descended upon me, it took so many men, drug me back across the floor with my heels digging into the wood, my feet bleeding and splintering as i thrashed wildly, crazed, in some desperate frenzy, spilling tears of rage. and you tried to stand, to come after me, bleeding from your stomach, but there were too many of them. they tore us apart. but we never stopped fighting.

death couldn't tear me from you.

i would tear loose its grasp and come back to you.

QUOTES:

“Pain passes but the beauty remains.”
~Pierre Auguste Renoir


“Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge, and the unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen in a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of man. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, but always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, and I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.”
~Bertrand Russell.


“Let us endeavor to live that when we come to die, even the undertaker will be sorry."
~Mark Twain


In a cosmos of billions of galaxies,
In a galaxy of billions of stars,
There's a planet with billions of people~
The only one we know of~
And every breath we breathe is a miracle.
Our hearts pump.
We see.
We feel.
We taste.
We touch our world.
And sometimes we forget the pure wonder
Of our brief journey on earth.
My life is committed to making artwork,
That wakes people up to the miracle of life.
The value of being human
And the transformative power of love.
There are moments when we see behind
The opaque curtain of life.
When the infinite One
Shines through the skin of the beloved,
And we recognize the game we are in,
The journey we are on,
The powerful beings that we are
And the truth that is worth living for.
~Alex Grey, Artist